Burning from Within.wmv

My Great Brother.wmv

पराया धन

ज़िन्दगी की पहली चीत्कार, तुमने गोद में उठाया

उसी दिन कह दिया लड़की तू है धन पराया

कोख से निकल कर आँख से निकला जब पहला आँसु

सबने घेर लिया हो कर बेकाबु

बचपन बीता थाम कर हाथ तेरा

कभी जाना नहीं क्या रात क्या सवेरा

घुटनों के बल चल कर खा कर ठोकर

चलना सीखा फिर आखिर रो कर

फिर जाना लड़की की क्या है पहचान

जब समजने लगी हर दिल का अरमान

बचपन में ही सीखा तू दूसरे घर की अमानत

वहाँ जा कर कभी किसी न करना बगावत

फिर सचमुच एक दिन कोई ले आता है डोली

लड़की से भर देते हैं उसकी झोली

छोड़ के मायके के आँगन को पीछे

चली दुल्हन ससुराल के चमन को सीचे

जिस घर में बचपन से जवानी का सफ़र काटा

वही घर आज उसके लिए हुआ पराया

ससुराल की देहलीज़ मान रहीत अपमान रहीत पार न हो

कहीं मायके से भी रिश्ते पर वार न हो

बस यही सोच जिए जा, करके पराये को अपना

कर दे पूरा हर जीवन का सपना

दुनिया कहती है - "लड़की तू है पराया धन"

कैसे बदलेगा दुनिया का ये नियम!!!

Poem on Childhood - Looking Back on Childhood

I look back on my childhood days

Everything around was beautiful

Hearts filled with innocence

Life was just wonderful.

I remember the silly games

And the naïve ways to enjoy

No sense no meaning to life

But still life was filled with joy.

My dictionary had no words

Like injustice, hatred, and war

There was no distinction

And never a feeling of abhor.

With sincerer honesty deep within

And the purest of heart

Filled with virtuous emotions

The childhood has gone past.

A painful contrast is now discovered

Between childhood and adolescence

The undulating moments of youth today

Echoes the reflection of lost innocence.

Poem on Forgiveness – Please Forgive Me

While journeying through life alone

Exploring myself deep within

I discovered a truth hard to digest

A truth that caused me on fire

We often hurt those

Whom we love the most

We flatter fleeting friends and passing guests

But put an insensitive blow on those who love us best

I now feel the hurt

Of hurting those who love me

Tears rolling down and a heart with sincere apology

Please forgive me for hurting you

For making you so angry

Not just because I am feeling guilty

But I just can’t abide to see you unhappy.

Poem on Love

Love is a sweet gift of God

I have fallen in love my Lord

Everything seems to be beautiful and charming

I wonder if this is a warning

Day dreaming is a regular feature of mine

Love tastes like pure wine

Everytime I try to study

She surrounds me like a buddy

The book seems to resemble her face

I think I have already lost this race

All formulas look like words of love letter

I think I could better

Someone says ‘wake up’ dear

It tells me that studies are more near

I am not even spared at night

I think I have no future bright

She disturbs me in my dreams

And makes me sleep in grass green

This is my routine nowadays

And I wish her happiness always.

Poem on Hope - Burning from Within

Under the veil of darkness

I saw myself soaked in red

I felt my clothes in shred

I heard the cry of my bleeding heart

Searching for hope that had set apart.

I waited for long in dark

For some light to give a spark

Waited for the pain to subside

With the stream of tears flowing by my side.

As I waited I peeped into the past

Past filled with nostalgic memories

Moments of love moments of joy

Moments with happiness all around.

I let myself drenched again

I let tears escape again

For knowing I was paying for my mistakes

Mistakes that were never mine

Mistakes that I never did.

I then felt myself on fire

I cried aloud to put my heart’s desire

I fluttered my eyes and looked at the mirror

I saw myself burning…

Burning from within.

The sensation within was hurting

Could not bear the pain within

With a trembling fear I then closed my eyes

And peeped into my inner soul.

I could see something shining

Could feel a silent breeze waving within me

No more I’ll wait for the pain to subside

Past with all its pain I’ll leave aside.

I stood up and wiped my tears

I finally discovered the “Me”

And I’ll now carve my own identity!!!